I Just Can't

Every Step
Every Breath 
I Need You 
Every Though
Every Dream 
Your In It
When I Spell Love
I Spell Your Name
For You Are The One For Me
The Only One
So Take Every Step With Me
so Take Every Breath With  Me
Because My Heart Can't With Out You

I Understand

When your heart breaks every time you see their face
When your blood boils every time you hear their name 
When your eyes water every time you remember how they said they loved you
The pain will never go away 
The pain in the deepest darkest place 
The pain that never washes away
The pain of sorrow
The pain of heart break
The pain of forgotten ness
The pain of untrue love that they showed
I don't sit and pout
I don't sit and feel bad for my self
I sit and think of the mistakes I made
I sit and think of what went wrong
I sit and pray for better days
I sit and pray for the one that will never go away
I sit and think of you

Only you

When the sun rises

Must I

When the moon set

Must I rest

When the bird sings

I don't sing 

But when your heart beats

My heart beats

Too

My Opinion

Life is like a grid that has been laid down upon a map or road. First you turn right, then move on a little then you turn left x2, then right again and you repeat that whole process. You think you are doing great but then you notice that you are right back where you started. Sometimes we think we can do things on our own but you can’t. Some may say “If I want it done right, I must do it myself.” WRONG!!! Get a professional. As my pastor says “You wouldn’t ride a plane across the country that you built by yourself.”

You don’t close your eyes to see the light, you open them. Don’t be stupid, don’t be blind. Look into a mirror and make your own truth, make your own path but don’t do it alone. Or you will be back to where you started. Look around, count the all the people you see, then get up and go outside and count. You see all the people. Would you really think that we were intended to do thing by ourselves.

I’m so tired of people who want to do things on their own and then get mad because something happened and then blame anything and everything insight besides themselves. If you tell yourself your fat forever, you will be. You! Not Sam, Bob or even Joy, make your truth you do, you make your own habits.  Unless you get up, unless you do something. Nothing will ever change. Don’t wait last minute, don’t wait for it to go wrong to do anything about it. Get up and do something.   

My love

Giving up I will not do

Giving up on you

Will not be a task

For I love you

And that is true

For you to like him

Makes my hart have a bruise

Because I love you

Not for what you have

 Or what I could take from you

Because god is there for me and you

But for I love you for you

And till the end of you two

I will stand and weight

Till me and you

Will be true

As I love you

Wight Rabbit

A english paper I had to do

Haliue By: Mickie Cavello There she was sitting right in front of me. Looking down, drawing who knows what. But there she was blonde hair, blue eyes and freckles and all. Just as pretty as ever, a girl that I would normally drop head over heels for. I knew I shouldn’t have felt that way with only two weeks of knowing her. And within the two weeks of talking with her, I thought I knew who she was. I thought she was nice, sweet, that she would laugh at my jokes funny or not. I thought she was the girl for me. And when I thought I really knew who she was, was when she introduced me to Nan (a girl from China who has only been in America for about two months and doesn’t really speak much English). I thought I noticed what kind of person Haluie was because how she was towards Nan. Haliue was so nice, sweet, patient and considerate towards Nan. That made me feel connected… like I was able to express my true self to her. But that all turned out to be a joke. The sad thing was that she was not nice, not sweet; she wasn’t any of the things I thought she was. I would never want to be more than friends with her; I don’t know how I could stand to be around someone like that for too long. She makes people feel bad about themselves by making rumors about them or calling them names. At one instance she is sweet and kind to your face but the next she’s dishonest, and spits out lies. And now she likes someone else (some guy she met once, but talks to because he called her cute). I hope she doesn’t treat him the way she treated me. I also hope she doesn’t get hurt, because in this day and age girls/ladies are not respected but used. I’m happy that she is strong, but I only see that on the outside not within (well who is). I hope she is happy with her choices and with herself because that is what everyone deserves. Right now, that is him. I’m glad to stay out of the way, and you know what, I’m happy it’s this way. But I still want Haluie to have a guy that will open the door for her or carry her bag because it’s too heavy, or a guy not scared to meet her dad because he is scared of what he knows. (You try to think what he is scared about.) She deserves that at least. I also deserve to be happy. And I’m glad that I found out who she was before getting too involved. Rule # 1 Don’t look for heart break. Rule # 2 Not everyone is who they seem to be at first. Rule # 3 You can’t know someone in a week. 9-12-13 There she is Across the room I feel lonely so slow My heart stops when I see her My mind clears The room shrinks Why do I feel this way? Would you feel this way? Who cares we are not one we are two Two different people Two different minds My mind won’t stop spinning Who knows why? Well I do !0 minutes ago I was fine Now my mind is wondering Why did I do that Now I’m crushed I feel Stabbed Crushed Why Why I’m stronger then this Or am I weaker No no no I’m stronger Stop I’m trying And trying My mind wont stop Be subtle be subtle I’m pleading Stop PLZ Its blank it stopped Calm Subtle Thought less Finally I don’t Care Not the dust in the air My heart Is crushed It hurts But but I don’t care Its Over